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smart lipo

Added on Jun, 12 2008 at 11:47 AM by Sarah

I am getting so sick of being so fat. I have tried everything, I know that sounds cliché, but it is true. I went to the gym everyday and worked out, while eating a healthy diet and did not lose anything. Which was extremely disheartening. I still benefited from getting the exercise, but still, a little result would have been nice. I also have tried just dieting without exercise, which in the past, worked best for me. But now it does not seem to work that way. I am not that old, but I guess my metabolism has really slowed down. I do not even eat that much, so it is really aggravating. I had to have my gall bladder out a few years ago, and it seems like since then is when everything changed. I am starting to look into having a procedure done, like smartlipo, I need to look into the smartlipo cost. I had never heard of smart lipo before, but I am assuming it is "smart' because of the cost? Smart lipo cost has to be lower than regular lipo. I do not know. It could be that candidates for lipo are only those needing to lose in target areas. Not large amounts of weight. Which would count me out. Ugh, I hate it. I am wondering if I need to look into the lap band or other types of procedures like that. I just do not want to be this fat anymore, and I also do not want to spend the rest of my life losing or keeping weight off. I want to enjoy life. I enjoy it now, just wish I was lighter. It is so annoying that I did not do something while I was gaining. I feel like it literally snuck up on me. But I do not see how it could have. Bam, one day I am fifty poundes heavier. I doubt that. I think I was just kidding myself, not letting me believe I was "fat". It all makes me feel very depressed. Like why can I not just eat healthily all the time and lose weight. It is not working for me. And why can I not just get out and run my ass off till it goes away. Scientifically thinking it would have to go away! The problem is that I am so heavy now that it hurts when I run, my ass is bouncing up and down, and my boobs are bouncing up and down, so it makes my back hurt. Woose, I know. Just do, it, right?